Fall Too Hard

I think everyone’s done it. Fall too hard. Not just falling hard but falling to the point where you can’t get back on your own. Typically, when you fall, there’s always a will inside to make you stand up on your own again. But when you fall too hard, it’s not a matter of inability to get back up but the lack of will to stand again. Fall too hard in love, fall too hard into despair, fall too hard from pain. In the end, you just want to wallow in shadows because it’s just too hard to see the brighter things and things are easier to cope with if you can’t feel anything.

Thankfully, we have friends. Always have friends who can make you want to stand up again and see that things will be better. Always. And so, I am always thankful for the people who are there for me because too often, I lose faith in myself. These valuable, precious, rare people who will always be there for me, I want to be one of those people too.