In The Rain

I haven’t felt this good in so long. Biking in the rain. Missing my first class. Swimming at midnight. Singing even later. <3 Here I come happiness

Unsettled

I’m not lonely. Not really. I have so many new friends along with old friends who are here with me. But I have this unsettling feeling. Like I can’t sit still or focus on just one thing. I’ve finished my presentation, not that behind on my readings, no drama (as of this moment), no enemies, haven’t failed anything (yet) and despite the fact that all of these are out of the way, I still feel like there is something wrong. Like I don’t have enough to do. Perhaps what I need is to do some extra curricular (thus far the only thing that has gone wrong is my lack of a job and fitness but that can be amended easily). I’m not actually all that sure. All I know is that somewhere in me, I know that there is something very very wrong, some part of me that just wants to cry for no apparent reason. Trust me, I’m not homesick because I know what homesick feels like. But it kinda feels like homesick, minus missing the family. Weird eh?